I always sort of knew I was alterhuman- I can't recall when I found out about it, but it must've been somewhere on Tumblr...
Looking back at it, it seems to have been around 2020 or a little earlier, when I was in the Smile For Me fandom! I had a Boris Habit kintype I realized one day very suddenly after getting some crazy memories that wouldn't traditionally happen in anything post-canon. A lot of source memories happen pretty spontaneously- I've given up on trying to figure things out.
It's both a spiritual affair for me, and a label I use for fun!
My strongest kintypes are Cuttlefish, Ant, Plant, Red Fox, Cat, and Stalker (from Subnautica!)
You say you'd still rather wear the outfit.
He's got nothing to say about that.