AO3 is down and someone in the hsod told me to post this here . clownvert jerann is canon and you can fight me on this
TAGS: second person POV, biblically accurate juggalo concert, clowns, yearning
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In your dreams, you are there.
Red and green lights prancing across the crowd, bathing you all with their holy light;
Your matesprits hand in yours, a buoy in the ever-moving sea of bodies you drift with.
Your hair is sticky, your clothes are drenched, you can barely keep your eyes open as more of the sweet is shot and sprayed over the crowd;
You manage to open your eyes just enough to look at him:
His running paint, his crooked hat, his smiling face,
And you know you're not fairing any worse.
You know that, when the time comes, you will wake up in silence;
Alone in a guest room, surrounded by trolls you hate;
And you will vow to do anything to feel that ecstasy again,
Anything but admit that you need it.
