I'm attuned to the "narrative" of my life, and can even feel empowered by it at times, but when I'm not actively riding that I spend a lot of time feeling lost and aimless. I have been accused of being a fatalist, a romanticist, or stuck in the past for this reason, but I see it as more just being attuned to the cycles I recognize around me, which always come true.

I don't have a specific answer in mind for this, I'm just curious what people would say that is.