Okay so originally my fantroll was kinda a stereotypical Otaku/weeb "boy" around the trolls' age range for authenticity, big anime and manga nerd with some issues going on that "he" was probably in denial about. Wielded a katana, listened to depressing music, and would put on a cutesy wutesy front to impress women. One of my guy friends at the time helped come up with the character concept and wolf lusus btw.

So anyway cut to however many years later where I'm doing some Hiveswap/Homestuck voice acting stuff over on twitch for fun and one of my followers decides to reach out and be like "do you have a trollsona I could draw?" In a panic I kinda went "uhhhh sorta??? Doesn't really represent me anymore though." "That's fine, I can adjust it to be like you currently" they told me and I went okay sure, you don't gotta do that, but if the muse is hot as the irons then go for it if you want! Their fanart is theirs to do whatever they want with as long as depictions of me are respectful, that's just the general rule and I mentioned that. They come back to me hours or a day later with this absolute Alternian estrogenized banger! 💚Some more time goes by and as I get to dubbing Pesterquest, they reach out again asking if it's okay for them to redesign the trollsona alteration version that they made for me. I tell them "oh yeah, sure!" They come back about a week later after cooking a wonderful new iteration of Rettam Krad (idk if I would still call my trollsona that name tbh but it's Dark Matter backwards for those curious where the name came from). Not only have the horns changed a little, creating some interesting asymmetry, but the blood color too! ♥️ Whole new vibe! ❤️This loosely based off of me trollsona has become so beautiful and much like myself probably has even more changes coming over time as I grow in turn, but for now here she is and she's gorgeous; so, thank you now deactivated blog moonlight--mansion (on tumblr) for the amazing art pieces these past few years. Hope you're in a good spot in life, wherever you went. 💜 If y'all wanna help me give them a new name of some kind, ideally relating to Roses or the concept of Multiverse theory, feel free to toss me name ideas here or on my profile idk.🌹